You, Only You – And God Knows Who You Are – Credentials to the Unknown? Get outta here!

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I was just listening to a spirit brother, Michael Teal and I was inspired by something he expressed in his video.¬† ūüôā . The interviewer asked him, do you have certifications? To which he replied, “back then people just were what they were.¬† You are born with it!” Indigenous medicine people, witches, priestesses, don’t have certifications.¬† People of Spirit with their gifts in tact are naturally awakened or passed down through the lineage.¬† Breathe!
He hit the nail on the head – and this is something I struggled with for a while and sometimes, I still forget who I am and when I do, it is a disaster of matrix silliness.¬† From the very beginning of my (so called awareness of my spiritual path – as though I wasn’t walking it my whole life ). I could give 2 f@cks about a piece of paper, I was so thirsty to feel and BE myself and to commune with my aliveness.¬† I was clear I wanted to embody God/Goddess, Period!¬† This was the longing.¬† It was so much fun to open up the mystical and re-member, as well as greet the family in spirit as the illusion was parting.
Some people just remember and have very powerful conscious experiences and others have a calling and or a curiosity of the unseen realms, and it all opens as it does.¬† We wake up in our own unique ways based on our karma and esoteric physiology.¬† In the ancient mystery schools, which were mostly all taught orally (we didn’t offer certifications).¬† Our crafts were cultivated and used in the community – gifts were shared.¬† We DEVELOPED and CULTIVATED magic.¬† This was an experiment!¬† I don’t know why today that feels different, but it is not!¬† Its just that so many of us have bodies of esoteric wisdom being born.
Over time traditions changed and the species grew.  Its never been fixed but always evolving or experimenting, as this is what consciousness does.  We did work together as families of initiates/(pre-religion) to witness and support one another.  Remember, back in the day tribes stayed together because their lives depended on it.  Pre-Humanity in Atlantis and MU Рwe were developing all sorts of technology.  There is always trial and lots of error.  It will never be perfect but hopefully easier.  РWe have to keep an eye on this as we play with bodies of certification Рas this can open another can of worms.
We dived deep into experimental living Рwe dived into the unknown.  We studied planets, witchcraft/esoteric mysteries/consciousness/elements/magic occult Рwhatever you call it.  The unknown simply is just that Рthe Mystery.  How can one be certified in the unknown?  Contemplate this for a second.  Now have a chuckle out loud and hug yourself if you have fallen into this matrix too.  Also the fall in, of once we study something, we somehow think we are an expert on it.  Hehehe its a doorway to even more unknown!
Now I want to clarify something here – My view on this is this!¬† You form your own view.¬† – You either have it or you don’t.¬† You are born with it and its accessible to you or its not!¬† Be who you are!¬† You know you are steeped in magic or You karmically cannot see that you are!¬†¬†The trainings and certifications are fantastic but don’t ever think that certification give you permission to be who you are.¬† You cannot receive permission from another human to BE YOU!¬† or to practice magic. PERIOD!
I have heard people say out loud, well I am a certified crystal keeper, or I am……and not just intuitive.¬† Some how, pooh poohing those who move through organic channels of God given learning.¬† To this I want to say I honor your hard work in learning through a teacher (I love teachers, I am one) – but you do realize that you are learning from someone who has intuitively remembered/studied the ancient information and formulated a class for you.¬† (blind spot). I am not speaking into coaches – they are valuable but they are not shamans, although they have medicine.¬† (another article on that soon)
This is great, as so many of us are sharing wisdom to make life easier for the planet.  Our ancestors did so much work for this to even be possible.  For example РJesus and Magdalene passed on teachings to us.  Once you learn something pass it on, so that we all have access to it.  I am so grateful that my Swami and so many of my teachers passed on valuable information to assist me in developing my consciousness.  Also, on the flip side of this Рit is SO IMPORTANT to HONOR traditions and teachings that have been passed.  Note your teachers, they have worked so hard to pass on wisdom to you!  God flows in all ways direct and directly through others.  IMG_9051
¬†My point, all ways of awakening and learning are unique but WE ALL MUST UNDERSTAND – (Magic, soul, creation and healing all mysteries unknown) – cannot be classified like a social work degree.¬† No matter how much spirituality is expanding in the modern world through Quantum physics- Don’t get it twisted, it is an ancient sacred embodiment and cannot be commercialized even though everyone thinks they are a Priestess and Shaman for $999.00.¬† NOPE!¬†It is a calling, an art and something you cannot shake – I know I sometimes try!
So in summation РCut it out!  Use your gifts and show up as you are!   You do not need external permission and when you start to own that, you will have more than your share of clients and opportunities to gift your courage to the world.   (the lesson that keeps on revealing) .  My teacher Sri Kaleshwar says Рbe a soul scientist.  This is what true mystics are and I am overjoyed to have so many incredible beings who are doing the great work.  Who are birthing knew consciousness, communing with spirit and nature and writing it and or sharing it.
Some people are chefs and architects and others are Mystics or Medicine people.  Be whatever you are, or both.  My point is (watch the consciousness you are operating in.).  I will watch mine too!  Its a sneaky biatch! We all need to re-wire.
Humans like to receive certifications to mark the efforts and or be witnessed in completion.¬† Avatars, probably not so much.¬† ūüôā I honor our human experience.¬† Just remember that God/Goddess is the only real authority that lives inside of you.
With that said, training and initiations are wonderful and important and have really supported me in fully integrating major gifts and awakenings.  Journeying with the Fountain of Life,  Mystery School has inspired me and taught me so much.  Being a student of Sri Kaleshwar has brought me full circle deeper into my dharma.  As long as you understand- the paper at the end does not seal you as Whatever you signed up for.  In actuality You are signing up to receive a consciousness and or awaken a gift or have a transformational quantum leap experience.  It either opens you to deepen your own gnosis or its just another paper to fill your emptiness.  Walking the path of Spirit is a personal path Рone that is between you and Spirit!
My training began with direct experience with Spirit at my alter in my bedroom.¬† Then I took a few trainings to open up faster, I was in a rush.¬† ¬†I was sent out to re-member in the world and use my souls deep skill-full magic. I didn’t have any context for what I was learning and that was the point.¬† Unlearn and remember!¬† Then I immersed myself in more trainings. Just like so many of us, I went through the phase of – but I don’t have any certifications.¬† I am shaking my head as I release another layer of this BS today.¬† Creator doesn’t ask permission but creates.¬† It so on!
Love,
J
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Abortion & Miscarriage – Let’s bring light into the darkness –

 

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CALLING ALL WOMEN IN!¬† – MEN!!, Born of women who have Mamas, Wives, Daughters and Sons, this is equally for you!¬† We all need THIS awareness so that we can help bridge the gap and heal the generational pain stored in Women’s bodies.

This post is NOT to EVER debate or even discuss (don’t bring it) right and wrong on life and death.¬† I am not the one! ūüôā¬† – I AM clear, your body and YOUR choice-PERIOD!¬† ¬†So this is devoted to women and men who have experienced abortion or miscarriage.¬† I am going to share some spiritual back ground in hopes of bringing awareness (light into the darkness) so that we can begin to understand, heal and even flourish from our experiences.

Just because it takes less then 30 minutes to have an abortion, and women often go back to work the next day, doesn’t mean its healthy.¬† ¬†Our society is evolving but lets be clear it has never been sustainable for woman.¬† Our culture leads women away from themselves.¬† Through compassion and awareness, we are returning.

It is so important that women/couples fully acknowledge loss, so that new life can emerge.  From the moment of conception your body/soul  begin to shift into the primal intelligence of the Mother.  When we terminate a pregnancy or miscarry without full acknowledgment (time to be with it and feel it) a distortion forms and we psychologically become confused.  Part of us has moved on while the other part is still connected to the soul as a Mother.   Now this is to your soul as a mother, as well as the soul who is incarnating.  There is a loss unrealized.

‚ÄčThe psyche fragments and we begin to numb and or disassociate¬† from our feminine maternal nature and our bodies often shut down, and armor up to hide the pain!¬† We then simultaneously inherit shame and guilt while we silently grieve.¬† This causes soul loss, disconnection and leads to more loss, and illness.¬† This is why so many women have multiple abortions and miscarriages.¬† We didn’t just get sloppy!¬† There is a much deeper soul mechanism playing out in the creation.¬† The soul re-capitulates the event – if it is not addressed in a loving and holistic manner the first time around, we may get to replay it again and again. This is heart breaking!

There may likely be a lineage piece too,  something seeking healing in your Mother line.   What ever was not healed in the WOMEN who came before you, may be brought through you.  These wombs are soul homes, portals of life and death and they should be revered as such.  Its time to awaken and understand the sanctity of our bodies, souls, and our capacity as creators.  We cannot leave our souls in the hands of our current medical system, we must seek our own council and return to our body wisdom.

HOW CAN EMOTIONAL AND PHYSICAL LOSS IMPACT MY LIFE AS A WOMAN?

  • Emotional shut down, disassociation from our bodies
  • May cause hormonal imbalance and alter the way we cycle monthly
  • Overwhelm of repressed shame and guilt – impacting our sexuality and pleasure
  • Our bodies may experience physical or chronic pain
  • Infertility – or the opposite -repeat urgency to create life through more pregnancies
  • We may be more prone to abnormal cells and experience growths such as fibroids, cysts, endometriosis etc.
  • The next child you carry in your womb will be impacted by your losses (big topic)
  • And MORE!

BUT DON’T FREAK OUT, TRUST!¬† ¬†WE WILL GROW AND LEARN FROM THE EXPERIENCE

WHAT CAN I DO ABOUT THIS NOW?

  • Revisit the experience with new eyes – check in with the body
  • Get support from your sisters
  • Journey deeper and be open to listen and feel what reveals
  • Feel in, is the soul still with you?¬† 6 out of 10 times the answer is YES!
  • Most people have not done a releasing ritual to release the soul back

YOU CAN:

  • Lovingly liberate yourself and bring the unconscious into consciousness
  • Drop into your feelings
  • Bring healing to your heart & womb
  • Learn from this experience & share your wisdom with other women
  • Free up space for creation and come back into empowerment

I AM A SOUL DOULA AND I OFFER SESSIONS TO SUPPORT WOMEN –

WHY?¬† BECAUSE WOMEN NEED SUPPORT!¬† ‚̧ . http://www.jacquelinerolandelli.com

I was 16 when I had my first abortion and my grief was intense.¬† For one year I longed and suffered and my body shut down.¬† NO MORE INTERNAL ORGASMS!¬† I became pregnant purposely a year later and had the child (yay Cody!). I had another abortion a few years later and was so GRATEFUL to have the option to terminate, that I didn’t deal with it.¬† These events changed my life.

There was a great deal of child loss in my lineage through miscarriage. Devastation handed down the line, womb by womb.  More on this in my next article.

About a month ago I did a ceremony to honor all the losses in my lineage.  I was fortunate enough to do this with my Mother.  Many souls were with us and so much room has been made.

To be clear I am VERY aware that abortions and miscarriages are different experiences, but I am addressing both in one place.  Where it all takes place in our female psyche and in our wombs. The cycle of life and death is the same but the experience is not.

Women need love!  Women need compassion!  WOMEN NEED SUPPORT!   It is time to create a sustainable infrastructure that supports life.  YOUR LIFE!  Not just the babies you carry!

In service,

Love,

Jacqueline

http://www.jacquelinerolandelli.com

Ancient wisdom returning to the modern world

 

 

Is This Mine?

Is this mine? ¬†This is a potent question that most empaths and spirited folks really need to reflect on. ¬†It has come to my attention, yet AGAIN ūüôā ¬†because sometimes it takes me a while, ¬†ūüôā the illusion is real and I sometimes forget the basics, as I graduate into other areas of magic and expanded awareness. ¬†But the grounded and simple steps are golden and so I anchor this here now, and invite you to consider this as well – WE MUST ALWAYS RETURN TO THIS QUESTION. ¬†Is this mine?

In this reflection I want to talk about Ancestral imprints, and how to hone in on what is coming in or up for resolve and what we have the ability to do about it.   What is mine?  What is collective?  As we touch base on what we refer to as collective, and how the martyr archetype is persistent   Ugh I lovingly had a burial for mine this morning.

So thanks to my own inner process I have come to a place where there is no where to turn,  but to learn a new way of navigating and my life literally depends on it.  Life wants to live! (we will keep learning new ways because we are always evolving) So here we go!

Disclaimer: ¬†This piece is written in my understanding in this moment and it will likely evolve. ¬†So implement what feels true for you. ¬†I am not your Mother! ūüôā ¬†This statement alone is a song of liberation. ¬†Freedom is a choice!

Many of us, who are living our daily lives have forgotten that we are also connected through a lineage of lives. ¬†In our humanity we somehow have come to believe everything is about us, but in actuality our existence has everything to do with the WE that we come from. ¬†Womb by womb souls birth through the Mother before them and embody programs/beliefs, trauma, emotions, character traits, mannerisms and so on. ¬†We even birth ancestral protection mechanisms. ¬†We did this purposely in choosing our parents. ¬† We generally receive far less from the paternal lineage and of course we do pick up a slew of goodies from our environment. ¬†There is a great deal of unraveling to get to know our own intrinsic value. 32241666-300x201 The threshold has been crossed. ¬†This year is the year we show up like never before. ¬†At the end of 2017, I received some downloads/knowings whatever you call them. ¬†‚̧ ¬†I saw clouds of illusion/global karmic imprints turning into water, and dissolving. My personal karma has and is in the process of lifting in ways I had prayed for all my life. ¬†Can I get an amen! ¬†This is real deal! ¬†Hence another move is at hand. ¬†I am seeing it in clients, and in the stratosphere ¬†itself, when I use my witch eyes. ¬†ūüôā

As we continue to soften into the sweet and nourishing embrace of the Divine Mother and Father, which is infusing all of those who are in a state of allowing.  We are ultimately releasing the depths of soul deprivation Рlack of nourishment which has intrinsically been handed down through what we know as the shitty patriarchy.  

For many of us (my hand is raised high)  we have been journeying through time, like diligent explorers in consciousness seeking resolve.  In this deep devotional state of fulfilling our missions, (often confused with dharma) we have sought out that which is unconscious to shed more light on who we are, why we are here, and where we are going.  Being in the flow and showing up when required.  This is the path of the soul to find its way to the place we know as home.  Continuously birthing itself an dying simultaneously. Full on!  

We all know the only way out is in. ¬†So many of us on the planet got really busy going in. This was absolutely necessary. ¬†We went deep womb/soul diving and some of us never came out. ¬†In many ways I feel the experiment went to far. ¬†Now we need to learn we don’t have to take on the problems of the world. ¬†We are free to live!

We went through hologram after hologram and barrels of trauma and turned over every possibility to explore endless threads because we were so desperate to release all our suppression and sought not only relief from these imprints, but FUCKING JUSTICE with the hope that the next generations WILL NOT HAVE TO EXPERIENCE THIS! ¬†This is karma ūüėČ Day after day I was aware of more toxic threads or old stories seeking me, or was I actually seeking them? I absolutely love exploring Spirit/shadow lands. I am a scorpio and I’m like a female Goddess MacGyver! ¬†This world became much more intriguing than my human life and I am now making my way back to a more balanced existence. This was my soul path, no apologies! I move into deeper acceptance daily. preview image Baby Moves inside a Mothers Womb There were huge shifts and I have grown exponentially and on most days I am grateful. ¬†Then there is the awareness that most of what I believed was mine, was not mine and I have spent a great portion of my precious life on a karmic mission. Martyring was much more dynamic. ūüôā ¬†This is not to make fun of myself or anyone experiencing this because it is part of the experience. Really I could lament my whole life, but wait, I already have. ¬†ūüôā This is what wants to shift for me personally. ¬†We all have our own process. ¬†In this next phase I am going to embody the celebration archetype. ¬†Dance Bitch Dance! ¬†hehe ‚̧

This was part of my learning and is so, for many of us. ¬†It is also training! ¬†My deepest learning was held in the¬†archetype of the Mother (which I have felt since my adolescence which also became teenage motherhood for me) and the martyr has been her theme. ¬†I have felt responsible for every lost soul and it is exhausting to play Goddess in this way! ¬†Retiring! ¬†ūüôā I feel its an important message FOR ALL that we take hold of the opportunities provided to us at this time. That means if this message resonates for you, YOU could be done with so much of the relentless spiritual work you felt so devoted to doing before, which will create more room for you to step into your true capacity as a CREATOR. ¬†Ahhhhh Exhale! ¬†

This is NOT an invitation to walk away from your calling but to let go of the way your perceive it and get connected to an even deeper calling.  I feel clear this is a juicy acceleration process that we are all being gifted.  Remember the longer we hold on to shit, the longer our lineage has to hold onto it. We are the true birthers of our lineage  and we need to take care.  (feeling my sweet swami)  

HERE GOES! Ancestral/Societal imprinting РSo as psychic people information streams through us with emotion to be released.  Instead of assuming its yours and diving in which can be habitual.  I invite you to take a deep breath and just let it move and see what it requires.  It may ask you to commune with it as you may see imagery or just get a knowing.  I want you to remember to ask:  Is this mine?  This may take practice but it will come.  You are writing the script, remember that. Once you get a read on the information which generally happens through inquiry.  Spirit show me what I need to see for my highest good!.. thank you..  We can do this in several ways but really check in what is most aligned for you in the moment.  

*Sometimes we can simply transmute it.  I used to jump to this option because I was afraid of giving it back. Will the other person be able to handle it?  Will they still love me?  Will they actually physically die? Somehow eating other peoples garbage felt so natural and let me tell you, THERE IS NOTHING LOVING ABOUT HARMING YOURSELF AT THE EXPENSE OF ANOTHER. (Mother Wound)  Forfeiting your life is cruel and never a good idea.  I am still learning this lesson fully and I suspect we all are deepening our awareness of this.

*What ever you took on simply give it back! ¬†Its never too late to give it back and allow the other person to take full responsibility and learn their karmic lesson. ¬†Also its a way of taking up space and claiming your life as a priority. ¬†I found when I gave back some of the pain I was carrying for family, this was well received. ¬†At the soul level we are much more agile and aware. And if by slim chance the person stops loving you, guess what ‚̧ Its a miraculous blessing that you will be free of them. Sometimes this actually happens so you can learn and there is no mistake. ¬†Its all good! ¬†

*HERE IS SOME MORE IMPORTANT MEDICINE:  You are super powerful and have access to EVERYTHING in creation. What we are aware of we can utilize.  I feel we need to reflect on the under currents of our vocation and service as there is a major overhaul coming through to purify the ways in which we have held our bridges, and found false value in identifying ourselves with what we do, instead of who we are.  We are wonderful and the game is changing!  There are fields of ancestral consciousness and collective consciousness which you/I Рare/have moving through us.  When you become more aware that you want to honor your own life and your soul is re-educated and understands that it has the capacity to release it, it will!  Awareness is everything!  Invoke this now! The medicine is acknowledging your capacity and knowing you can ask this to be done. Thy will be done!

Set intention to release everything that no longer serves you and everything that doesn’t belong to you. ¬†Be clear that you are choosing to hand over everything that you carry for your ancestors and the collective to be dissolved. This may not be a quick fix but it is life affirming and the results my clients experience are out of this world. ¬†I know we are on the brink of massive freedom. ¬† Sit in your power and command with your awareness to have Spirit take what you are offering and give thanks. ¬†We all perceive this in different ways. ¬† ¬†

¬†You can free up vows and contracts and you can further liberate. We have really taken things too far! ¬†Again, everybody does need to be accountable and do their own work. ¬†But lets work smarter! ¬† I have had ancestors say to me, why did you take this on? ¬†I could only sigh in disbelief. ¬†Why did I? ¬†But the answers for us all will come. ¬†We have really been f@cked with in many ways but its still all in Divine order. We are in process! Let’s keep allowing new teachings to come through while staying fluid and open to more efficient and faster ways to release ūüôā ¬† ¬†Here are some hooks to look out for:

  • Feeling needed and important when I process collective work
  • Secretly enjoy sacrificing myself because I don’t have a high value of self
  • Karmically bound to do this so I can learn my value –
  • Lost in holographic trauma and playing out drama – rabbit holes
  • Committed to a false idea of service and past life obligatory contracts
  • I am so powerful and the other person is not, so I should take it on
  • Entity/Karmic issues

Wishing us all more joy and soul liberation, ¬†Over and out! Love, Jacqueline http://www.themysticfeminine.com I am totally happy to work this through with you in a private session so that you can be empowered to fully access this full potential in consciousness. ¬†Its a magic show! ¬†And that’s how I role ūüôā ¬†¬†www.themystifeminine.com (Women’s Circle in Gozo being held on March 10th.)

 

I am made in her image <3

I am a woman!  My body is strong, round & sweet.  I am coming out of the closet with all my imperfections to settle up with Goddess and level up with self.  I have secretly loathed my body since I can remember and I am over that sh@t.  I am loving up on her now.  We are in the midst of finding our way back to one another.  This journey is deep and It runs through generations of women who have hated their bodies.  My body is juicy & alive and is brimming with love.  She is thick and has lots of extras all around.  She is curvy, scarred and marked.  She is made in the image of my foremothers and I am trying to find my way back to accepting the fullness of her.  I look around and see a world telling me I am never enough, and that I am too much all at once.  Which is it bitches?   DSC_1279 Recently I realized that my saggy breasts, round tiger stripped stretched out mother belly and jelly like thick wide hips & thighs look just like the ancient Mothers which I deeply revere.  Blind spot?   I bow to them and see their resplendent beauty and yet I have not honored my own beauty.  Mirror Mirror on the wall, THIS is the great fall!!

After this deep epiphany, a doorway revealed and it was filled with love & tears.  I felt all the ways I denied myself kindness and how I whipped myself for not being beautiful.   My feelings towards my body were projections of a violent world that is blind to beauty and  I am no longer choosing to participate.  The photos of Venus have changed over time and it appears she has been put on a diet.  This world will take everything from you, if you allow it.  I would like the inner patriarch to be taken away too, but it appears I have to meet with that guy daily.  I have to remind him that I am beautiful.  Sometimes it takes convincing, but love is much more persistent.  Luckily the Mothers have my back!

Recently as an act of self love I did a naked photo shoot. ¬†My soul sister/talented photographer Gosia Sachryn was the witness to my nakedness. ¬†The session was so tender, and well incredibly NAKED! ¬†I was deeply seen and it felt so loving to allow someone in, to really see me. ¬†I was soft like honey & wild like fire. ¬†I ¬†met so many aspects of myself that day and the photos captured them all. ¬†It was my maiden that really wanted my attention most and there was some deep healing between her and the Mother within me. ¬†At one point Gosia asked me, “tell me what it feels like to be a Mother”. ¬†With my hands on my belly and with full acceptance, I ¬†began to cry. ¬† ¬†Something so loving happened inside my soul that day and it is still unfurling. ¬†I was the Magdalene & the Mother all in one and I was beautiful! ¬† belly This is my sweet belly! ¬†It is also my son’s first home. ¬†I was 17 years old when we shared a soul for 8 months and he was a resident here. ¬†The sun rarely kisses this belly as she has been covered in a pile of shame for far too long. ¬†I am cleaning house! ¬†I am feeling like the world needs more woman revealing their true beauty and I am a lady who likes to show up! ¬†This body is precious and so is the woman who dwells in it. ¬†I continue to be in awe of love and how it finds its way through cracks and corners when we aren’t looking. It is time to let go of the stories that have been handed down to us and write new ones. ¬†No more hiding! ¬†¬†In my story I am lovable, brave & wild. ¬† I affirm, ¬†I AM SHE! ¬†THE CREATOR OF LIFE, MADE IN THE IMAGE OF MY MOTHER!

In gratitude,¬† ‚̧

All bodies are unique and beautiful. ¬†I am invoking a campaign of liberation. ¬†Free the belly! ¬†‚̧ ¬†More on this soon!

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Get off your Knees

I find myself in a massive rooting of cosmic power.  The process is sometimes harsh. As the container anchors down and  solidifies, there is a re-memberance of deep rooted fear of even more ant-life energy and it must be uncloaked.  Navigating with tenderness and bold action takes a trusty hand especially as it is so visceral in my body.  The mechanisms have devolved but they are still crafty and the interference really asks me to step up my level of discernment and use my tools to trust that I am supported and safe.

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It started with a deep inquiry as to why my work is still not as full as I would like for it to be. ¬†Within moments I was met by the violence of an energy as it covered my throat and chest and came up through my spine. ¬†I got my answer! ¬†And another opportunity to get off my knees and BE WHO I AM! ¬†How easily we forget when the illusion taps into the mouth of the wound. ¬†So I know as difficult as this is we are ready to take this to the next level. ¬†I choose life Bitches! ¬†ūüôā ¬†I wanted to get feeble and take more time to grieve the losses and that is but another part of the loop. ¬†It seeks to immobilize! It is relentless but it cannot stand in the face of truth. ¬†So I showed up this time, I didn’t go into the weepy song and dance or the battlefield. ¬†I held my heart, packed my things and traveled 3 hours to facilitate my women circle. ¬†And it rocked my world and my heart is full!

It got me to thinking about a few years ago when I went to convene with the Black Mother of Montserrat, Spain. ¬†I had been there before but this time was different. ¬†As I went to kneel before the Mother, She said in a deep voice ¬†“GET OFF YOUR KNEES” ¬†my whole body shook and I let out a loud cry. ¬†I got off my knees and stood before her and poured my heart out.

I choose to stand as a Queen, and take my place in my lineage. ¬†Its time ‚̧

Love & tenderness satiate my soul

This morning with presence, grace aloud me to soften into my feelings which were longing to be seen

In my body I felt my needs not being met, so I met them

Today I gave myself  LOVE

Today I let go of my sadness of not being loved and I loved myself

Today I held myself and spoke the words I was longing to hear

I love you, You are loved, You have done the best you could, You are safe, I am here, You are not alone…

I knew what I needed and I gave this love to myself

Images came and went and I opened and constricted and I opened again

I felt a myriad of emotions, fear and love, sadness and loneliness, tenderness & beauty

I listened softly to what I needed to hear and I spoke the words that brought me closer, deeper… into me

I held my own body, kissed my own flesh and rocked myself

In my minds eye, I placed myself in a hot bath and washed my own back with oils and flowers, I let the tears become one with the waters

I cried because I was releasing sadness and because I was overjoyed to receive my own love

Then I saw myself kissing my own belly, hands on stretch marks, I whispered again, You have done the best you could..And my heart pounded and my body thanked me

Then the sun poured through my window and I opened to its warmth 

I was satiated in the radiance of love like never before – Threshold crossed

I made a sacred promise to myself, to let go again, of all the past hurts and to forgive… forgive myself…

Today I am a woman nourished by my own love, because I cared enough to listen and gave myself what I longed for.  Today I understood, Thank you Mother Divine

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Disturbed My Feminine Spirit

You have disturbed my feminine spirit

And have isolated me from my nature

You have discarded my true beauty and sold me to the lowest bidder

You have strangled my ideas and tortured my soul

You have smothered my voice and broken my bones

You have raped my daughters, pillaged my land and killed me over and over and over again.. …

Yet through all of your violence and malicious ways ‚Äď LOVE STILL REMAINS

For my virtue unstained and my Power still here.

And even though You have destroyed my ways and brought me great fear- I AM STILL HERE

My flame cannot be extinguished, My waters flood the shores, I am the Holy Whore…Reincarnate once more

For my death is iridescent and my essence natures name, I whisper life through winds of time and create it all again.

You can no longer have my daughters nor my precious sons, The great war is no more, Patriarchy is done!

A new time is upon us, a mending of the ways ..the Great Mother is spinning and preparing many graves.

For all must be laid to rest now, great death has come to pass, and with it bring the seeds to sing a whole new sacred path.

DSC_1308You have disturbed my feminine spirit but that is all you have done. And now its time to heal the line and step into the sun. DONE!

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

WARRIOR LOVER

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Warrior Lover,

 Its time now my dear

Be brave my love, in the face of this fear

Reveal to me your wounded heart

Open to my tenderness and fall apart

Give into the pain and hear its cry

Your not alone I walk by your side

Allow this love to penetrate you to wake

Your soul is now ready, Rise in faith

Walls melting away, flesh and bone bare

Naked in the dark, trembling with fear

Dropping the shield, removing the armor

Screaming to be touched, counting the hours

Memories of love innocent and free

Erotic passion and sensuality

Once we were One, You and Me

Torn apart by this sickness of patriarchy

 Bloody and raw Warrior Lover

What once was a war zone you come to discover is a garden of life calling you back,

to give your love freely even under attack

To give love fully as an honoring of life

in the face of your pain, I hold you in light

Warrior Lover it’s been a long road

Battered and lonely I want to explode

My body is tattered my back filled with pain

I long for the way you once spoke my name

 It’s been long enough, its time to come home

I am sorry I pushed you away but now I know

 Sacred Masculine, I summon you to awaken now

Sacred Feminine Stand and show him how

Its time to decide what path will we choose

With love and patience we cannot lose

Come back to me Beloved, Remember your truth, I need you now, hear me calling you…

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Together as male and female we merge as one healing the collective wasteland.

¬†I am the warrior lover ‚Äď She is me- He is her- They are One ‚Äď Mirrors of the soul..

 Thank you Spirit for this Awareness

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Being vulnerable and revealing yourself to others is an enormous strength. If you ask for help, people will show up.  Spirit will always deliver by sending in the right healers or teachers to meet you where you are. When we are nourished, held and supported we can navigate the rivers of life with greater ease and joy.  It is truly in our choosing.  We never have to walk the path alone. It would be my honor to walk with you.  Together we are stronger.   
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