My journey through Greece has been a mixture of many juicy layers.. My heart is imploding and with it there is a deep tender pain. When I arrived in Athens I noticed a slight shift in my energies. I truly felt joy and old pain.. sitting together.. They were looking inward at one another and sharing their experiences. I became aware of many subtle inter dimensional layers that were taking shape within my psyche. My past here is One of Greece, Atlantis, Sirius.. So the love that pours through me is strong .. I am remembering Love.. It hurts and my heart is grateful and rising in its knowing of what has come to pass to prepare for what is Now.
While in Athens at a temple.. I began to realize I was having a conversation with another part of myself. Well she was actually communing with her father from another time. I began to cry out load and say, “I know Father, but why aren’t you here” My Father and Uncles were very present. I miss my family and the bonds that we once shared. The men in my life at that time were devoted to honor and so I was blessed to be part of that love.
I notice myself longing for my partner here. This partner is from before but it is also bringing into awareness my longing in this now moment. I have witnessed many couples and for some reason the islands I am connecting with are for lovers. My heart is literally activating and there is a sharp ache. My sexual energy is still illuminating my body and is working with my heart to open and accelerate my awakening process. I am embodying and it is painfully delicious.
Many men are being drawn to me at this time and I know I am working on something inter-dimensionally bringing forward the essence of the Goddess and invoking and embodying the nectar. They appear everywhere in reverence. They want only to drink from me, touch my hand, taste my lips. Their hearts weaken, their softness emerges and the dragon heart begins to awaken. They yearn for my body, my wisdom and want so much to merge. It is sexual but it is so much more..
One of the beautiful men I recently connected with (platonically) shared his deep desire to just touch my face, kiss my body and support everything I do. There have been others on this journey who have expressed this desire. My heart remembered what it felt like to be adored, honored and I cried so hard. I am so grateful that the honoring of the Goddess is returning now. That I am allowing myself to be honored. It is my birth right. It is, we are.. evolving.
So my pain is my joy at this moment. This level of work is intentional and I am loving myself through it. My world is shifting. With every ache in my heart my body throbs with shakti and so the two are becoming One. As I am becoming One. He is entering my consciousness once again. The Divine Masculine yearns for the Goddess and she calls him forward to devour him with passion and tenderness. Together they awaken the sleeping heart, and this merge is the compassionate Lover. The rainbow serpent ❤