Today is a celebration, I have my uterus ! 4 Years ago- October 4th, 2015 I had a womb surgery to remove many fibroids from my Holy Womb. I went under anesthesia not knowing if I was going to wake up with my uterus. It was a horrendous death and Rebirth, a spiritual embodiment process that awakened the life out of me. And it further solidified my commitment to serve the Holy Womb of our Planet and the women who create life through this temple space.
With all of my sacred parts in my body and I give thanks to Great Mother! I just called and left a message for my surgeon, to thank him. If I had gone with the first physician I would have been gutted. This patriarchal system that takes life is being reborn! Today I also move inward for deeper forgiveness towards this system and in doing so I unchain myself and lean more towards life.
Many issues regarding womb IF NOT ALL are passed down through the lineage – womb by womb. My Mother had to have a hysterectomy and she thinks my grandmother had fibroids too.
NOTE TO WOMEN:
-DEEPEN YOUR CONNECTION WITH YOUR WOMB
-HAVE A SISTERHOOD OF WISE INTELLIGENT WOMEN SUPPORTING YOU
-GET SECOND AND THIRD OPINIONS
-USE YOUR VOICE
-LEARN YOUR RIGHTS AND BODY
-LISTEN TO YOUR INTUITION
-YOUR BODY ISN’T TRYING TO HURT YOU AND HASN’T BETRAYED YOU
-THE BETRAYAL YOU FEEL IS MUCH BIGGER
-SOME WOMEN WILL BE ABLE TO HEAL FIBROIDS NATURALLY (I WAS NOT ABLE TOO)
-MANY WOMEN WILL NEED INTERVENTION THROUGH THE WESTERN SYSTEM – THAT IS ALSO A DIVINE GIFT
Today I commit to the further release of all lineage karma, residual grief, rage, violence. Any energies throughout time that have sought resolve through my body, I offer them all healing, compassion and a doorway of renewed life! Today I lay it all down again as an offering to the earth, may my sorrow turn to butterflies and life dance through my body. My body is a living celebration of ancestors!
For the powerful Women who no longer have your physical womb…you are equally as magical, whole and amazing. Our energetic womb is always present birthing new life forms. We each have our own unique paths. I bow To All women and all circumstances are different. I pray that we find more places to honor and grieve the death, and celebrate each new phase of life.