This morning with presence, grace aloud me to soften into my feelings which were longing to be seen
In my body I felt my needs not being met, so I met them
Today I gave myself LOVE
Today I let go of my sadness of not being loved and I loved myself
Today I held myself and spoke the words I was longing to hear
I love you, You are loved, You have done the best you could, You are safe, I am here, You are not alone…
I knew what I needed and I gave this love to myself
Images came and went and I opened and constricted and I opened again
I felt a myriad of emotions, fear and love, sadness and loneliness, tenderness & beauty
I listened softly to what I needed to hear and I spoke the words that brought me closer, deeper… into me
I held my own body, kissed my own flesh and rocked myself
In my minds eye, I placed myself in a hot bath and washed my own back with oils and flowers, I let the tears become one with the waters
I cried because I was releasing sadness and because I was overjoyed to receive my own love
Then I saw myself kissing my own belly, hands on stretch marks, I whispered again, You have done the best you could..And my heart pounded and my body thanked me
Then the sun poured through my window and I opened to its warmth
I was satiated in the radiance of love like never before – Threshold crossed
I made a sacred promise to myself, to let go again, of all the past hurts and to forgive… forgive myself…
Today I am a woman nourished by my own love, because I cared enough to listen and gave myself what I longed for. Today I understood, Thank you Mother Divine
Jade said:
This felt so beautiful and pure.. Really enjoyed reading it and feeling it in my own body, as well as feeling the beautiful and real connection of us all on this journey. Much love, and honoring your soulful, moving and enlivening sharing ♥️
rolandelli said:
Thank you… Ahh It was an intense day!